Familiar Feeling

Oh the familiar feeling of uncertainty.  It is this wiggly feeling in your tummy and then your head starts spinning. So many scenarios running through your head. You go through each one playing that mental movie out and seeing how it turns out.  That thought dies and then you go on to another scenario. I wonder if the career I have chosen is the right one? Is there something better than I could be doing? How can I make more money?  Am I ever going to get married?  What am I going to have for breakfast?  It never stops and I have to tell you that it never will. You can meditate in a cave for hours and they will still come and go.  The key here is to recognize that those thoughts are not you. They are objects of consciousness. The real you is the center within that witnesses these thoughts.  The great thing is as you start to bring more awareness into your inner self.  You begin to catch these thoughts and you do not get carried away in the emotions of them.  We don’t want to get carried away in the emotions because emotions are feelings.  What we feel creates our experience. So if all day we are getting carried away by worrisome thoughts then in the long run we end up creating the experiences bases upon how we are feeling.  There is a paradox of creation and destiny here.  The paradox is that life is unfolding FOR us AND we are creating it by our feelings.  Remember though if you are creating through feelings, they must be authentic.  You cannot trick the universe.  Although, you can fake it till you make it.  You have been given a gift to come and watch the drama of life.  It helps me to remember in my strong resistance moments that this is just a blip in time.  Everything changes.