I truly believe in the statement “It is all perfect”. Some of my friends think I am a bit silly when I say this. I can see why it seems silly. My reasoning behind liking this is because it helps you to see everything as the best possible scenario. When you see a circumstance in this way, you accept it fully and add a positive spin on it. How awesome is that? You created it so its perfect for what you are needing in this moment. The reason we experience pain is because we are getting in the way. Our higher self is doing all of the connecting and sorting. Our physical mind’s role is to have perspective. So the best things we can do is have a great perspective right?
I took a big risk and came to Bangkok, Thailand for a job that was not guaranteed. I gave up my apartment, my dog and security to take an adventure. I came here with just enough money to pay my bills back home during the three months I was going to stay here. In my mind, I really had a feeling I was going to go home with tons of money in my account. That three months is coming to an end and I will be going home with no dollars in my account. There was major fear when this first came to my attention and to add a little tiny bit of resentment. I came all the way across the world to work very hard and go home with no money? Although I am going home with no dollars in my account, I am going home with so much abundance that money cannot buy.
The experiences and realizations that I have had here are incredibly enriching. I meet the unknown here, I thought I knew what God was, and now it has integrated. I have talked about the Divine, Source Energy or whatever you want to call it for years. It was still something that was elusive to me until now. I now have a relationship with Source Energy. I know it is the invisible mind that we are all connected to, the un-namable. The one who is creating, it is not outside of me but the bigger part of me as Abraham Hicks teaches. I learned how to sweat, how to truly be ok with sweating. If you know me, I abhor sweating. This is huge for me. My blog was created here. I found a special coffee shop nearby that I ride my bike to and just sat down and started writing. I never wrote before in my life and now I wonder how I survived without this outlet. I met a dear friend at that coffee shop that brought me to Buddhist Meditations and great temples like Ayutaya. She is a friend for life that I cherish so deeply. I learned to chew my food, to really chew my food. To make sure that the enzymes are activated so I put less stress on my stomach. Yogi Bhajan says “You don’t have teeth in your stomach”. I wondered why I was bloated so often. Food that isn’t properly masticated rots in your stomach and is breeding ground for bacteria. Gross, I know. Unless you are chewing your food until is liquid then you have problems. You learn that you don’t need to eat as much when you really take the time to chew your food. I learned that LA traffic is not that bad in comparison to Bangkok. I look forward to sitting in my Mini on the 101. Let’s hope this awareness stays with me for a while when I return.
That amount of abundance surpasses anything I could have every dreamed of. I am going home with so much abundance in my heart. I can feel the abundance that is pouring over me. That is the kind of abundance I want to cultivate.
Some of the photos I took at this magical place…
A Blip In Time... 